This year I discovered the joys (and the mind-numbing
boredom) of the webcamming experience.
It is an interesting dimension of the porn world, as it creates an interactive experience between the performer and the customer.
I was expecting something similar to my few experiences in a strip club: a pretty girl feigning interest in you so that you will give her your hard earned money for the pleasure of being teased. I also expected to be titillated by beautiful women but ultimately unfulfilled, and I got exactly what I expected.
My primary camming time was spent at allbbwcams, a site that, as the name implies, features sexy larger women exclusively. My cyber sex experience, while nice, was a bit unfulfilling, not because the women weren’t amazing—most of them were unbelievably sexy!—but because I always ended up feeling a bit empty afterwards. Maybe my sense of fulfillment was hindered by the fact that I was experiencing webcamming as a “journalist” as well as a customer, simultaneously studying the women while partaking in the product. Or it was the fact that the more time I spent in the chat room, each woman became more and more human and less of a sexual object. I think the latter is probably the primary reason, and this brings us to BBWF’s #1 aspect of 2009.
In the midst of my camming experience, I came across a lovely young lady who made a profound impression upon me. She has helped me discover many things about myself, and about the human side of the performers I follow and cover for this blog. Without her, my camming experience, while interesting, would have been nothing more than another porn experience that I write about.
As I noted here, Sandra DoubleDDD is the greatest camgirl and most awesome BBW that I have ever covered for this blog. She has earned the title of Mistress of BBWF, and she will always have me smitten. If you ever partake of the webcam thing, visit her. You won’t regret it.
She takes our top spot in the Year in Review because she is the best thing that has happened in my short blogging career, and if you ever cam with her you’ll understand why. She is beautiful; every inch of her is utterly breathtaking, and I could spend hours talking about her penetrating eyes, and her stunning red hair, and her creamy skin, and her delicious double belly, and her soft, plump thighs, and those pillowy breasts… sorry I’m getting lost here.
My point is that chatting with this woman, and experiencing her personality helped me to look at my little online occupation much differently, and this little blog is forever altered by the discovery of Sandra. Instead of merely seeking to help pervs get their rocks off by posting pics and videos of BBWs in sexual situations, I want to be an agent of empowerment for BBWs like Sandra. I want to show people how sexy BBWs are, but I also want to make sure that I recognize how special they are on the inside as well.
I know that sounds unbelievably corny, and I’ll probably lose some followers because of it, but, even though I will continue to provide jerk off material, in 2010 I will also continue to promote the love and respect that BBWs and all women deserve. You have Sandra to thank for that. She is forever my favorite BBW—well, second favorite—and we have made her the BBWF covergirl (see the top of the page). And if you’re sick of seeing posts about her—well, first of all, FUCK YOU— get ready to get really ill in 2010, because as long as Sandra is working, I will be worshipping and adoring her here at BBWF.
And, again, if you are ever in Sandra’s room and you see “Chuck” on the screen, get the fuck out of my way and let me talk to my baby friend. And you better fucking respect her. She deserves it.
For this reason, I can't get freaky with her any more, and soon I’ll have to say goodbye forever, but she is truly a goddess among women, and I am blessed to have met her, even if it was only online.
Thank you, Sandra, for everything you’ve shown me. I love you!!!
